Tuesday 20 November 2012

miseries

salvaging the part of me thats still alive
fighting against whats wrong in my life
finding my freedom
finding how to be free from such
miseries

the mysteries remain in my head
why im not yet saying whats needed
to be said
the relief of revealing the non dead
what was holy is not there anymore
in our water

salvaging the part of me thats still alive
fighting against whats wrong in my life
finding my freedom
finding how to be free from such
miseries

the sickest people are seen
do the rest stay unnoticed until
they do leave
dont grieve over your thoughts
its only the truth of our lives
is it over


salvaging the part of me thats still alive
fighting against whats wrong in my life
finding my freedom
finding how to be free from such 
miseries

have u died my friends
shallow hollow where ur soul
once began
is it just society that took you
past the real life form to be 
whats seen

conspiring
how do they lead?
where are we now?
nowhere but in hell
digging a new wishing well
seemingly freedom has left us behind here
in this world of such
miseries

salvaging the part of me thats still alive
fighting against whats wrong in my life
finding my freedom
finding how to be free from such
miseries










Sunday 18 November 2012

light of lucy

how to take this is more than how to make this
the time is coming 10billion strands of light shine upon her
as her hair falls down around her face in the darkness
no disgrace

if the next step was easier to see
then wouldn't we all be somewhere further than here
we are not so stop... to start again from that part living opposite ur heart
oh that silly soul did grow suddenly old
wisdom and wit she bit the tongue in her own mouth
he took strength from that bet that he could take al and tackle her down to the ground
vunerable as she was
nothing was there

no longer at her cost are his shoes
he cant walk tall
yet she can in such a short spell upon the ground of life that will last
her task at hand to save no man just to be secure in herself
oh light of lucy shine upon her
oh light of the lord she has within her
wishing no other goes thru such a shamble of the gambling love

take two
always
makes you more than the wars of the universe
we all there and here have a path
not to fear
no god shall you scare with ur ways
but tell u sumthin shes no god fearing woman
she knows where shes been and where shes showing
to the go of life so no fear upon his name

oh Jah bleed like we do
then judge
oh man
take the stand
woman hold no reserve for who u be as a must of whats seen
dont be angry at the make up
just shake up
until u see only truth in the mirror
deflect those who attempt to destroy

look by with joy and tears
for whats been is no more
future is the gone past
before been meet with memories
one day ull ask
if she tells its no surprise
open love is the lady I speak of as she
oh light of lucy shine upon her
oh light of the night she has within her

as he pushed and pulled the lock he held her in
breath gone, death she feared
no one was there
but him so what did she do but forgive the pain he
created while she suffocated under his hands
he said once he would kill her yet she stayed
she had no one else but him

oh lucy shine down ur light for this child of who?
worthy of all the life in the world
now understanding that
alone is nothing to fight
lonely is only abit of time to learn about ones self
again she is sane
what shelf did they all put her on?
leaving him behind is easy now
she has no one to blame
so no fear for the future

no bitterness and no hate
she has a light
the light of lucy
she will be the savior of her own soul

dont shy away from the drain of wasted water
time is just time
no more she will loose
she doesnt want ur prayer or love
beyond that now
she has her own stand
that beautiful woman
saved by her own self awareness
only learnt by the time she spent in mindful places
she no longer hurts by whats been
deemed so many things
among the useless and gutter
bus shelter for a bed
on those nights she wish for dead

and coming so close only an handful of years later
life has returned all her dreams
she will reach best beyond seats u sit in
dont ever take offense
but they all sat on the fence
jumped and running in directions away from the sun
scared within and laughing in her face
they ran with their lives and never looked bak
how dammed was that

in times of need
arnt we suposed to find
understanding in any way possible

forgiven finally she let it all go
shes heard so many times how it was for those in fear
yet asking her how she managed has never been a care
so to all the loses
so to all her learnt lessons and experience
strong she will forever be
in the light of lucy
in the light of the lord

what came first them or him
them then him

again now its all depleted
misery gone and here holding up the good
by her own hand
held together in prayer
she survives
poverty and pride
all in 10billion stands of light